i make the beat go;

boom (:

maaaaaaaaan, i love that song <3

anyways; life. wow.

summer '09 is FINALLY here.

im outta school, HOPEFULLY going to summer school.

if my momma calls in soon enough.

ugh, that sucks.

they changed it to where you have to have a 4.0 to get in.

isnt that lame? i dont have 4.0 so i cant go >:

went to jenny's party lastnight.

it was sickkkk :]

i danced with a bunch of my hoes,

mainly girls. there wasnt alot of guys,

well for me; but i got my guy fix(:

&he was a pretty damn good dancerr:D

yeaaaah, got a $100 for promotion.

DEFINETLY buying Lines, Vines, &Trying Times

on tuesday. no doubt bout that.

&i think i wanna get my hair cut.

shorter bangs, &more layers.

FOR shure (:

visited with my aunt todaay.

she brought my babies(: &her boyfraan.

we hung out, took pics, &played with Yorick & Phineas.

cutest babies in the worldd ;)

ehh /: i cant TAKE this anymore.

i dont think ive ever cryed so much in ONE day.

baby i need you back, im so sorry.

i cant believe i let you go like that.

dont walk away from me, please.

im done.

let's take it slowww;

Alabama Crimson Tide ! [:

1st Place, Undefeated :)

so, this weekend hasnt been the best, but it was fuuun (:

friday: school. nothing really that interesting. then went home, waited for my grandpa to get home, &then he took me shopping :p

went to ross, saw some cute stuff. got a pair of really super cute jeans.

&a pair of blackk shorts, which match my blue&blackk top (:

then went to Long John Silver's. i dont think i have EVER laughed that hard with my mom&sisterrr.

mom - *raises eyebrows in a flirty waaay* 'how bout that one ? he's all tatted up, he's a studd !'

me - *does the same thing towards the guys FRAAN* 'Maa, he's like oldd. maybe for you, but yuckk. he's got a cute facee.. OMG ! stopp it ! i have a boyfraan !'

ewww ! Hailey bleww chunks ! [she didnt throw upp, she was jst laughing really harrrd.]

haha, that was sooo funny (:

then went home, called a couple of people, then went to my grandma's houseee.

passed out at about 12, woke up @ 6 /:

got in the showerrr, then went to noble creek @ 7. waited there for Missy.

practiced with herrr, then the rest of the team got there.

started our game at 9 against Tennesse.

we only had 8 playah's, but we still won, 17-14 ! [:

so we got first place, UNDEFEATED ! :]]

had a little AppleCider fight after the game, &then went to El Mariachi. they got some bomb food (:

then went back to watch my cousins' game. they got second plaace (:

After that,

i went home, &took a shower.

went straight to Mickey Valdivia's house with Eric♥, cj, jordan, &vanessa.

went swimming with Cj, then the guys got in.

we all jst hung out, &got in the spaa (:

mom recorded me, whatta dork :p

then i went straight to Closing Ceremonies :(

it was saaad, but at least i got 1st place (:

&then went &talked to eric &jordan.

said bye to them, then went to my grandma's house.

fell asleep cause i was POOPED.

my grandpa woke me up @ 6 again, but i jst layed there.

got on the computerr, &they took me home.

worked on ms.langford's projectt.

got that done, &now im jst talking to people.

you should get at me (:

daaaang /:

its been a while since ive actually been on here /:

oh well, im back now (:

so life has been absolutely amazing,

i must say (:

summer'09 is almost here, yay <3

but anyways, im no longer single♥

eric quintanilla be the name, & he is pretty darn amazing.

he met the parents already /:

yes, mom read one of my notes, so that's how she found out.

but jst to say, i like him alot <3

drama is so overrated.

either you fixx it, or you dont.

& some stupid chicks dont want to solve anything.

but whatever, KARMA (:

i seriously love my girls,

like i could NOT ask for better.

all of them have always been there.

can you ask for better frenns ?

haha, i♥youguys(:

so basically,

im happy (:

softball has been GREAT.

alabama crimson tide ; undefeated (:

so bite me x]

still absouletely love the Jonas Brothers <3

Lines,Vines,&TryingTimes = 61509 ! [:

Movies;

tomorrow night.

fox theaters.

The Haunting In Connecticut.

that movie looks sooooo bomb <3

hit me up if you wanna go.

& i got a date,

yay me (:

so hit me up,

im down to kick it :p

Sooo Over It Baby; (:

yay, its not killing me anymore (:

can you make my break funner?

im down :p

hit me up<3

Dont Take My Heart & Put In On A Shelf;

im so hurt.
i dont think he truely loves me as much as i love him.
so what can i do?
have a heart to heart?
juhs leave him alone?
i really cannot decide.
love sucks.
but i juhs cant get out of this one.
he is probably the most amazing things that has ever happened to me.
besides my girls[:
ugh.
let me know what i should do.
this is killing me.
c'mon. i was crying because of him friday, & yesterday, & a little today.
& friday was my party.
thats bad.
he juhs doesnt UNDERSTAND me.
maybe if i did what he wanted me to,
the deal would be sealed.
& that would be amazing.
but im too much of a sissy.
why cant i do that?
ick. its kinda weird when i think about it.
i juhs need to get things cleared up with him.
ill talk to him tomorrow.

& thank you jess,
i juhs realized that he has been stuck on me,
& for all the girls he has let go,
i have NEVER been one of them.
so i most likely have a place in his heart.
no doubt bout that.

i have to talk to him.
that is for shure.

help me please?
<3

Finallllllly;

We Made Upppp[:
So No More Drama Guys.
Ha[:
Mmm;
Another AWESOME Day.
The Girls Are Amazing.
Lunch Was Sooo Funny :p
Breona Had To Pee; But She Didnt Want To Cuz..
Nevermind[: I Cant Sayyyyy.
The We Went Outside;
&nd I Really Could Not Stop Laughing.
Really. Ha[:
Amy Squirted Juice All Over Anna.
&nd I Laughed More.
Breona's Boobs Are Pillowwwwwws.
&nd There So Soft[:
Haaaaaa[:

SanJose = 2Days.<3

Get @ Me[:

Make My Bottle Pop;

Shake Meeeeee.

Ahhhhhhhh[:

Had The FieldTrip Today;

PinkPanther2&McDonalds :p

I Lalaloved The Movie But My Girls Didnt Like It.

Maybe Cause Im Such A Kiddd.<3

Duuude; There Was These Kids Behind Us That Would NOT Shut Up.

I Could've Hit All Them In One Quick Motion But Everytime I Tried They Would Stop Talking /:

Ha[:

That BLOB Saw Me &Then Moved Dowwwwn;

Shows How Much Power I Have Over Herr.

( She Was Wise, It Would Have Rained Popcorn &Peanut M&M's Reeeal Quick[: )

Then We Went To McDonalds.

Haaaaa; MORE 6th Grade Immature Boys In FRONT Of Us.

They Kept Pushing Into Us So Breona Pushed One &Made Them Fly[:

We FINALLY Got Our Food With 5Min. To Eat;

&The Kids Were Like On The Other Side Of The Bar Thingy &Saw Us &Started To Talk More Crap;

So I Was Like, "Imma Slap The Crap Outta That Kid."

He Said, "You Know I Can Hear You?"

I Said With A Chicken Nugget In My Mouth, "I Dont Give A Crap!"

&Then We All Started To Laugh;

Then Freaking Anna I Swear;

We Had To Eat Fast So Anna Was All..Ugh /:

She Was Sick Like All Weekend &She Went To The Bathroom &Hurled.

Then Breona Almost Puked On Me When Anna Said She Threw Up.

Ha It Was Funnnnnnay.

We Took Pics In The Bus.<$
Ill Have Those Up Soon; Doing Some Editing On Them.

On Our Way Back,I Had To Sit In A Seat With A Skinny Girl &A Chubby Boy; Ugh.

I Was Hanging Off The Seat /:

&Victor Would NOT Stop Making Fun Of Me.

Uggggggh /:

Oh Well;

I Had Fuuuuuuuuuuuuuun.<$

Comment My Pictures;

Ill Return The Loooove ♥

I Really Mistake Ya When You;

Shake Ya Money Makaaaaa.<$
Ha[:

Today Was Interesting.
Woke Up; Got In The Shower; Then Left Frr SanBerdu/Redlands.
Big 5: I Honestly HATE That Store. They NEVER Have What I Like.
Sports Chalet: New Shoes, DC's. Soooo Cute; I Love Em.<3
Ross: Yayy; Besides The Fact I Puked /: 1Pair Of Pants; 2Shirrrts.♥
Home: Boring; Nap[:
&Im Getting My Hair Cut Soooon.
Liiiiike Before Friday ;]
So I Cant Wait.<$

Get At My Myspace Pics;
They're New[:

Amazing Bby.<3

Today was BOMB,
me &lorraine went online shopping today: Abercrombie&Hollister&PacSun&Tillys.
That was fuuuuuuuuuun[:
Me &her HAVE to go shopping together one day,
lyyk over a break[;
Kay lorraine? iloveyou.<3

Mmm;
the rest of the day was OKAY. [HA! that rhymed :D]
i kinda felt bad but whatever;
she deserved everrrrrry word.
ill get over it soon,

next friday needs to hurry up &get here;
i need a break from this life &maybe this drama.
whoooop.

get at me [:

When You See My Face; Hope It Gives You Hell :p

Yes;

I TOTALLY Told Her Off.

&She Was AFFENDED.

Ilovethislife.<3

I REALLY CANNOT WAIT TILL FRIDAY [NEXT FRIDAY.]

Yayyyyy.<33

She Misses Ciera?

She Should Have Thought Of That Before She LEFT Her.

So Whateverrrrrrrrrr :D

Get At Me;

Im Bored /:

World's Most Wanted Weinerrrrr :p

When I Came Home From School My Mom Pretended To Flip On Me;
She Was Lyyk Showing Me These Numbers &Was All;
"We Need To Talk."Then I Read It Outloud;
IT WAS MY FLIGHT NUMBERS!
So Basically I Get To Go To San Jose On The 13th; [FRIDAY THE 13TH]
Of This Month!! Whoooooooooooooop :D
So Im Going To San Jose If My Attitude Rocks;
I Seriously Cannot WAIT[:


Yes I Said WEINER;Ah! Well I Went To WeinerShcnitzle Or Whatever Tonite Frr Dinner;
Eww. The Chilly Cheese Fries Are Not The Best /:
But Whateverrrrr;
Then Went To BestBuy.My Mom Kept Friggen Hitting Me In The Thigh.
Ouch. So I Hit Her Back[:
Then I Hinted Something Out That I Might Want Frr My Birthday;
A Laptop That I Swear Was As Big As My Mathbook;
How Amazing Is That?
Ha!
Then Went To The MickeyD's By The Dollar Tree;
Had An Icecream;
Saw Some REALLLLLLY Hawt Guys ;]
&Havent Laughed Lyyk That With The Family In FOREVER[[[:


Well Get At Me;Im Bored /:

Sick /:

I Havent Been In School Frr The Past Two Days;
Which SUCKS.
Ive Been Cooped Up In This House Frr TOO Long;
Well Since Friday.

Uhh;
I Think What I Should Do Is The RIGHT Thing To Do.
But Maybe I Shouldnt /:

So Today Should Be A Good Day;
Goin Back To My Frennnnnnnnnns.<3
Whoop[:

Whats This??

Ohhhhhhhhh SNAP;
Guess What Hunny; Im Blogging About You And Yrr Pathetic Self.
Yes You Are Everything I Say.
What A Silly Little Girl[:

Really; You Cant Stop Me From Doing This Now Can You?
You Say You Have All This Crap On Me;
&Really? What Are You Yourself?
Juhs A Measily Fake Who Cant Find Herself.

Luckily I Found Myself From The Girls I Love The Most;
They Showed Me Who I Truly Am, Oh &You Did Too.
You Showed Me How Much Better I Am Than You.

So Goodbye Babyyyyyy[:

P.S. Stay Away From The Junk Food Honey; Being OverWeight On WiiFit Is A Bad Sign//:


Lets Seeeeee;
IDK If Im Coming To School Tomorrow Guys;
I Still Have The Spots//:
&Im Reeally Mad At My Brother Frr Giving Me This.
Ugh!

Well Get At Me[:

Amazzzzzzzing :P

Hooooooooooooooooooot-Hoooooooooooooooot[:
The Past Couple Of Days Have Been OUTSTANDING.
Those Posers Have Nothing On Me;
&All I Have Is Legit Crap On Them[:
So Try To Mess With Me Now Punkkkkkkkkkkkkk :D

Yesssssssssssss;
School Has Been Good I Guess.
2nd Quarter Grades Were Awesome: 4 A's; 2 B's; 1 C.
Whoooop[:

On The Alabama Softball Team;
Beaumonts Rec Ball Is Switching To College Names;
Lame But Whatever.
At Least I Know My Coach Already[:
ONE Downer Frr That Is Im In 16&U.
Scarrrrrrrrrry//:

Well Get At My Myspace;
Im Bored[:

What Was That??

SheAintGotNothin[:

Funny How Today Was The Day She Was "Gonna Do Something."
&It Turns Out; She Didnt Do SQUAT.
Ahahaha!!!
Welll;

People Are FABULOUS.<3
I Mean They Are ALWAYS There Frr Me;
&I Love That♥

Well Hit My Myspace Up Yeah??
www.myspace.com/kierstindgaf
if you dont know me[:


-KierstinBby; [ILOVEYOU.<3]

Day N' Nite.<3

Daaaaaaaang; I Had Soooooo Much Fun At Anna's Sleepover. We HAVE To Do That Waaaay More Often[:
Welllll; Monday Should Be Interesting.
But Whateverrrrrrrrr[:


Gonna Go Now;
Mom Wants To Watch Juno With Me[:

&I PROMISE TO POST MORE OFTEN;
Ive Juhs Been Reeeeally Busy.

Bye[:

Schooooool >:|

at the school as of RIGHT now. in mrs.christopher's class. well; yeah[: im done.<3

Things Could NOT Get Any Better :D

Ahhhhh! This Is SOOOOOOO Amazing. Sorry; Life I Mean[: It Could NOT Get Any Better Any Soon :D People Have COMPLETELY Backed Off. Ahhh Im So Happy[:

On The Other AMAZING Hand; I MIGHT [May I Repeat: Might] Go To San Jose Fer The Presidents Week Off. My Aunt Offered And Hopefully My Madre Will Let Me Go! Its AWESOME<33

Well Yeahhhhhhh[:

AAUW Fieldtrip >:|

Today was pretty fricken BORING. I went on this stupid fieldtrip that i thought was going to be a lot of fun. I was DEAD wrong. We had to go to 3 different workshops and learn about the women who work in that career field. I had C.S.I first so i was pretty excited. But all we got to do was test to see if there was blood on the shirt she had. Then the rest was juhs slideshows. Then I had the Paleontology class next. GREAT! Dinosaur fossils. YUCK! It was soooooo BORING! The lady would not stop laughing at her RIDICULOUS jokes! Whateverr. Then LUNCH. YAY! That was a relaxing break. They fed us well and all. Next was the speaker; Mrs.Hunt who taught at Hemmerling Elem. She was really DUMB. I Literally kept nodding out in her class. Then HOME. I wanted to get back really bad. Then something AMAZING happened. The bus blew out the transmission thingy and we were stuck in the canyon. It was pretty funny though. Breona did a newscast on my camera[: Well yeah; Gonna go now. I Got a party to go to[:

Love Them<33

Ahahaha! He Likes Her! Thats Soooo Cute<33>
**** LIKES ANNA!!
Isnt That Cute? Ahaha. She Has To Get To Know Him Though. They Havent Even Talked Since He Came To Our School. HE IS SOOOOOO ADORABLE!!
EEEEEK! Im So Happy Fer Her! I Think She's Gonna Like Him Back! [I Think She Already Does!!] Ahhhhhhh!

If ANYONE That Knows Me & Has My Myspace; Comment My Pics Of Me And The Girls[:

Happier[:

Im Going To Try To Post A New Blog Everyday[:

Well; Today was interesting! I am now frenns with her and i know what i will have to do if something bad happens. I cant FULLY trust her but im gonna see how far this really goes. Like aunt bryn said; "Keep her at a arms length." and that im going to do[:

Why does justin e. have to be so dorky. "Im yer bestie and yer my bestie. So tell me if you love him! I juhs want to know!" he is soooooo funny! He kinda made my day better. I was kinda sad then he made me happy[: [NO i dont like him guys :D]

Mmmmkay; Im OOOOOBER Bored. So yeahhh. Im Off[:

What To Do??

So; she wants to be my frenn again. Its absolutely INCREDIBLE. she basically slapped me in my face and didnt even care what she was doing. Now she wants "her wife" back. UHHH! i cant do this.
Is transfering to Mountain View a possibility? I have multiple frenns there who love and care fer me. Plus my babe is there<3
Whatever; Im gonna try not to give up[:

I HATE LIFE.

Im sick of EVERYTHING. Haters are really getting to me. They went as far as to hack my profile and COMPLETELY wipe out everything. They put a NASTY about me. They put pics of black girls in bikini's and pictures of girls "because im a lesbian." I didnt know how to handle it so begged them to stop. They did.
Then i lost someone that i THOUGHT was my bess frenn. But she didnt even care that we're not frenns anymore. She juhs said okay. And that got to me. But if she was my true frenn; she wouldnt have gone after my ex. So whateverr. Im done with her.
The only person i can FULLY trust right now is Amy. That girl has been there fer me since the beggining of school. It doesnt seem like a lot but it truely is in my eyes. Shes got my back no matter whats going on. She helps me get thru difficult obsticles. I juhs LOVE her. <33
So lets see if everything falls back into place. Please Lord.