Dont Take My Heart & Put In On A Shelf;

im so hurt.
i dont think he truely loves me as much as i love him.
so what can i do?
have a heart to heart?
juhs leave him alone?
i really cannot decide.
love sucks.
but i juhs cant get out of this one.
he is probably the most amazing things that has ever happened to me.
besides my girls[:
ugh.
let me know what i should do.
this is killing me.
c'mon. i was crying because of him friday, & yesterday, & a little today.
& friday was my party.
thats bad.
he juhs doesnt UNDERSTAND me.
maybe if i did what he wanted me to,
the deal would be sealed.
& that would be amazing.
but im too much of a sissy.
why cant i do that?
ick. its kinda weird when i think about it.
i juhs need to get things cleared up with him.
ill talk to him tomorrow.

& thank you jess,
i juhs realized that he has been stuck on me,
& for all the girls he has let go,
i have NEVER been one of them.
so i most likely have a place in his heart.
no doubt bout that.

i have to talk to him.
that is for shure.

help me please?
<3